May 2013
26 posts
it’s kinda sad how being a dark skinned woman has become so condescending. people will either verbally or physically do anything to try to lighten up their skin.
gothlolita:
im Sorry but you two cant get the marriage. the bible said Adam and Eve not matthew and ashley. come back when youve legally changed your names
a month from today this is all going to be so irrelevant, shall the irrelevant stay irrelevant
Hmm
im trying to be upset but i can’t, probably means i don’t care
I’m just going to do it and not tell anyone
I'll answer 100% honestly.
Have you ever:
1) Self-harmed? no
2) Gotten into a real fight? no
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yes
4) Tried to commit suicide? no
5) Had to lie to everyone about how you felt? yes
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? no
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? yes
8) Accused someone of using you? no
9) Shoplifted? no
10) Gotten drunk/high? yes
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? yes
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? no
Right now, are you:
13) Suicidal? no
14) Bored? no
15) Avoiding someone? no
16) Avoiding some task? yes
17) Depressed? no
18) Crying? no
19) Annoyed with a friend? yes
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? no
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? yes
22) Get jealous/envious easily? yes
23) Feel like listening to music can take your mind off things? sure
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? yes
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? no
26) Go out drinking? no
27) Smoke cigarettes? no
28) Smoke weed? no
29) Do any hard drugs? no
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, why?
31) Believe in God/belong to a religion of your own free will? yes
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? no
33) Agree that self-harm numbs emotional pain? never thought about it
34) Believe people deserve second chances? some
36) Think things will get better? hopefully
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? always
38) Judge people who think differently to you? don't we all
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair or short hair? short
40) Nice smile or nice abs? smile
42) Shy or open? open
43) Eyes or body? body
44) Religious or non-religious? Jesus
45) Caring or non-restricting of you? Caring
47) Piercings or no piercings? either
48) Tattoos or no tattoos? idc
49) Quiet stay-at-home type or party type? quiet stay-at-home
50) Has friends you get along with or has parents you get along with? parents
rnatthewperry:
things i need
a boy to make out w (has t o be a certain boy)
hot chocolate
a blanket
chapstick
the ability to hibernate for 6 months
can I wonder for a sec
I don’t understand why any guy would find a girl with a six pack attractive, im not even like hating right now im just kind of like..and the thing is this girl doesn’t have a six pack she just looks fucking unhealthy as hellllll…haha funny i use to want to look like her
There use to be this girl I was jealous of when I was like 12, and now I see pictures of her and I’m like..you look sickly. She needs some meat on her bones, Jesus, and someone to touch her life! I wanted so badly to be skinny like her but now I’m like..any boy can walk the straight line.
giving me up is going to be your biggest mistake
day 1
I thought about you a total of twice today, which is a personal record. im happy, i didn’t feel the urge to talk to you or text you because in my mind i am officially done and i can’t even say im just saying that anymore, i really am
and heres to the end of us
I really thought we could make this work again, i really thought that everything could be the way it use to be, i really did, i was really naive. i could sit around and mope and be upset about the fact that i ruined it the first time around, but what’s the point? it was meant to be that way for a reason. you taught me what its like to be a queen, what a woman is suppose to be treated like....
How long are you going to make me pay for my mistakes in the past?
I seriously hate this school
I should have been like no I don’t want to do a speech period, they picked the most BASIC people BASIC I cannot waaaait to get the hell out of this place, hell hole.
I seriously hate this school
I should have been like no I don’t want to do a speech period, they picked the most BASIC people BASIC I cannot waaaait to get the hell out of this place, hell hole.
April 2013
30 posts
I’ve said too much too quick
the fact that nobody likes me kinda hurts my heart sometimes
I don’t really know why I always go back to this place that I go to every time I’m with you
something always brings me back to you, it never takes too long
I wanna go to London right now, then fly back live in NYC living the hipster editing life
“I love him, but everyday I’m learning”
i havent told many people because no one will understand how i feel they’ll think i am crazy or cliche so im just gonna lay loow
if you mutually agree with someone that you guys are in love with each other after a year and a half of talking does that mean you are dating?
Love is real ladies and gentlemen, love is real
im not really sure how to phrase all of this but, im sure at this point you have convinced yourself that you dont mess with me anymore and your done all that, but you and i both know thats not true, you promised me yourself that you would never find another person like me, anyways i just wanted to say i dont think i ever apologized for treating you so terribly, i feel like you are an unhealed...
how do you tell someone that you miss them when they don’t miss you back
I am sitting at prom thinking about how much i miss you and you don’t even miss me on a regular day
But i don’t even deserve it
